Truth is I’ve been looking to move out for awhile- Building up options of where I can go. I wish there was more trust between my mom and me, it seems like no matter how successful I am, or how well I behave she will always be unsatisfied, or find some reason to be distrustful/scornful towards me :/
Its not that I don’t acknowledge you or respect you, but I am not a child anymore, and you can’t confine me to this house like you used to just because I have obligations and things I have to do on a daily basis now, people I have to see, and certain relationships I want to maintain with people. Life outside of home would be easier for both of us honestly, I am just afraid that if I were to leave, there wouldn’t be a home left to come back to.
I don’t even know where Home is really. Because this certainly doesn’t feel like it.
Just reminicing. Living life day by day, wishing I could get away from it all.
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